Sunday, December 16, 2007

One of my favorite Natalie Merchant songs goes like this:

I may know the word
But not say it
I may know the truth
But not face it
I may hear a sound
A whisper sacred and profound
But turn my head
Indifferent

I may know the word
But not say it
I may love the fruit
But not taste it
I may know the way
To comfort and to soothe
A worried face
But fold my hands
Indifferent

(Chorus)

I may know the word
But not say it
This may be the time
But I might waste it
This may be the hour
Something move me
Someone prove me wrong
Before the night comes
With indifference
...

Some of the rest of the lyrics are a little darker. But, for some reason, every time I hear this song I well up with emotion--a strange sensation that has tones of beauty, responsibility, lightness, weight and balance. Hope, and despair. And that reminds me that being indifferent--without strong feeling of joy, of pain, or the openness to being moved--means, ultimately, giving up on what it means to be alive.

3 comments:

Boof said...

This blog does not leave me indifferent.

Anonymous said...

I love this song too. Brings back a lot of memories and emotions. Makes me want to go and buy the cd (since I just had the tape back in high school). I sang it to myself as I read the lyrics through again.
(this is Emily M.)

Clay Feet said...

I can't say I have ever heard this song. But the very fact that these words move you so much says a lot about your own character. They are certainly very powerful words and makes me wonder how to find the music to see how much it enhances the words.
I don't come by real often but I have always enjoyed your spot on the web. I hope you keep it up and don't drop off the edge of the world.
Floyd